Well today's the day I have to forget about someone again, I swear this is a repeat every year. It's a process that makes me feel less of a human everyday, the process to stop loving someone and not give a fuck.
I loved him, and I was let down harshly and left to die
Opening up is never easy once you close yourself up. Every time I sit and think, high or sober, I feel like "Damn. It ended like that?"
FML
Even now I wish I could talk to him, but I can't be second not again... and if I stay I know I will be. This dream, and all of that is just confusing me making me feel like, he just didn't want to be with me your escape route where you can have me and her.
But then I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, I don't know what to think or how t think right now, guidance would be nice.
Tonight's going to be field with nothing but pain.
Song that describe me...
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- Soichi Ekyco Delavega
- I'm a silly down to earth person, I don't do to well hanging around girls so MOST of my friends are guys. I work and go to school, class of 09. I love video games, R.P.G's are my favorite cause they take longer to beat. I like to sit alone and relax, clear my mind of things, on other days I love to be around my friends and have a good time, play games, watch anime, and eattin. I like walking under the moon lights, write down how I think. I love vampires, you could say I'm obsessed with them, have been for a VERY long time. I Love Katamari, Kingdom Hearts, Kingdom Hearts II, Devil May Cry 3, God of War, Guitar Heros, Tekken 4 and 5, any Sonic Games, Soul Calibur, Need for Speed Carbon, Mortal Kombat, Final Fantast X & X-2, Space Channel 5, and Halo(Yes Guys HALO),and DDR , Assasins Cred, Left for dead, Resident evil, and other game.
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